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Everyone in their car needs love. Car love.
Meat love. Money love. Pass with care.

Deepstep, Baby. Deepstep.

☽ ☯ | .INFJ | 22 | ♀ | ☯ ☾
Professional Spinster
" For a long time it seemed to me that real life was about to begin, but there was always some obstacle in the way. Something had to be got through first, some unfinished business; time still to be served, a debt to be paid. Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life. "
- Bette Howland 
" I was like a patient who cannot tell the doctor where it hurts, only that it does. "
- Khaled Hosseini
" When you’re little, night time is scary because there are monsters hiding right under the bed. When you get older, the monsters are different… self doubt, loneliness, regret… and though you may be older and wiser, you still find yourself scared of the dark. "
- Meredith Grey - 'In the Midnight Hour' 
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There is a law in the unconscious that whatever you avoid will come back, and the more you avoid it, the stronger its return. Painful emotions don’t come back for external reasons. They return because they are part of you; you created them before pushing them away. Every emotion you experience is yours.

We all make the mistake of believing that something “out there” makes us afraid, angry, depressed, anxious, and so on. In truth events “out there” are only triggers. The cause of every emotion is “in here,” which means that inner work can heal it.

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- Deepak Chopra

Tired, stressed, pissed and in no mood to deal with anyone’s shit today. Pulled an all nighter to finish a 10 page paper; I only had ONE paragraph left to EDIT, not write, but edit…and then my fucking computer decides TO DIE before I could save/finish/print. And now my computer won’t start!!! So this entire week of stress and sleepless nights have all been in vain, and I AM BEYOND FUCKED. No computer, no data, nothing.
Thank you universe for royally screwing me over.

" Being raised in an unstable household makes you understand that the world doesn’t exist to accommodate you, which… is something a lot of people struggle to understand well into their adulthood. It makes you realize how quickly a situation can shift, how danger really is everywhere. But crises when they occur, do not catch you off guard; you have never believed you lived under a shelter of some essential benevolence. And an unstable childhood makes you appreciate calmness and not crave excitement. "
- Curtis Sittenfeld 
" People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that’s bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they’re wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It’s all in how you carry it. That’s what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you’re letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain. "
- Jim Morrison